Love

I love my family and friends but the kind of love I experience every time I look at my son completely overwhelms me. It is like no other kind of love. It literally feels like my very heart is outside of my body. I now know what it feels like to love someone more than yourself. He could wake up screaming at 3 in the morning for a bottle and diaper change, and I still feel this rush of love that takes over me. He makes me see the world in a different way. I can't keep up with the things that used to drive me. I am different. I am a mother. :)

My day is consumed by my baby. I forget to eat and do other simple things because he constantly needs me. Hours will go by and I'll realize I hadn't eaten since morning time. It is now late, but I wanted to update this really fast.