Any Second Guessing? No Way!

When I first broke the news of my pregnancy to friends and family, everyone had their fears and opinions especially since I told them I was going at it alone. My days may now consist of spit up, doing everything with one hand and collapsing into bed every night, it has also never been filled with so much love and light. I can't believe how one little person can really bring a family together. Yesterday may have been Mother's Day but I didn't really get to hold baby K until the end of the night! He was passed from person to person. It was nice to have such long hours to just sit and relax but by the end of the night, I was ready to hug and cuddle with my little butterball.

He now knows how to stretch his chubby arms out for mommy to hold him whenever I walk by his jumper. And how can a baby's laughter fill someone with such a happiness? So even though at this time last year, I was filled with so much fear, every time I look at baby K, I'm so thankful for the way everything has turned out in my life. Before baby K, it seemed like I was always searching for something, waiting for something else around the corner, something to happen. Baby K changes so much from day to day, I just can't stand to miss any second of it so I truly cherish our mommy and baby time. It's a very satisfactory feeling and I think that's why I go to bed every night feeling much more peaceful. Lastly from the friends and family who expressed their concerns last year, they are also the ones who have been sooooo incredibly good to me. They say it takes a community to raise a child and it's true! Baby K loves seeing them all.

Everything happens for a reason. And he is now the reason for getting up and trying to always stay positive no matter how the day is. He is a little sponge who picks on everything mommy is feeling. My little man keeps me in check. :) Life is too short to stay in miserable situations. It's meant to be filled with lot's of laughter and unforgetable experiences. I wish everyone could see that. Happiness is found right in front of you and not in some far future date. But this kind of topic belongs to my other blog. Hope everyone has a good week!!